Crunch Time

It's 24 days until my wedding. Weird. Time really flies, and since I did most of the planning myself, I may be freaking out a bit. I don't know how everything is going to come together. And I won't know until the day of since a dear friend has volunteered to coordinate everything for me the day of. I'm nervous. I've been having nightmares. I'm going over every detail almost daily. 

Last night I had my first dream of being married to my fiancé. It was a really pleasant breath of fresh air, and it reminded me why I'm doing this. I love Benjamin more each day for unquantifiable reasons. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life waking up next to him and ending my day with him. Plus, I'm excited for not using a tank of gas every week. 

In all honesty, I'd be happy having a simple picnic with close family rather than something extravagant. The only reason I'm throwing this huge shindig is to make everyone happy....and to be able to show it off on Pinterest. 

I don't know how pinteresting it'll be. I just hope everyone has a good time. Most of all, I'll be happy to be Mrs. Lewis by the end of the day.